Work came to a halt since the pandemic started. From calendar filled up with meetings and photoshoots to nothing. I don’t even check email every minute anymore. It was a struggle to come to term with it. To my ego, I have failed miserably. “You are not making money. Picking up the kids? Cooking three meals a day? That’s not you. Didn’t you vow not to be a housewife? You’ve been painting, go sell that. You know how to market it. DO SOMETHING!” So I woke up every morning with anxiety that I wasn’t doing enough, that I’ve failed, people would look down on me.
I’m so happy and relieved to see some of my own feelings and experience being reflected in your words. Thank you for sharing this. “Doing nothing” can be healing, and ultimately, life-changing.
You light me up with everything you create.
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Thank you, this rings very true for me too and is a relief to have someone to share this despair. Can recommend listening to Greenlights
by Matthew McConaughey, liberating!
His book is on my list. Really like his messages.
Sounds like a plan. Thank you Bonnie.
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I’m so happy and relieved to see some of my own feelings and experience being reflected in your words. Thank you for sharing this. “Doing nothing” can be healing, and ultimately, life-changing.
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A human being rather than a human doing..is totally fine.
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